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| 08:29pm 12/02/2006 |
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So I'm 23 now....hmmm I'm not really sure I'm excited about that. But I guess I can't really do anything about it. Yesterday was spent with the family, celebrating my b-day and troducing Willow to the doggies at home. They were not quite sure what to do. Robin kept avoiding her bite like the plague but chased her around in circles. It was hilarious. I know Willow had tons of fun. I got stargate atlantis the first season (hell yeah!)from my parents and a cool jacket from nelly accompanied by two shirts. Thanks so much sis.
Today cline, lizzie, brian and daniel came over and we played d and d. Had a blast cause my character kicks major ass. i have two swords a bow and an axe. ha! Lizzie brought two cookie cakes which are pretty good. thanks there. all in all it was a nice weekend 'cept for the fact that i know i have to go to wokr tomorrow. *sigh* |
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| 09:45am 10/02/2006 |
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so for those who don't knw..I have a sheltie puppy named Willow who is at the moment being housebroken.....ugh there's nothing more miserable than housebreaking a puppy but I decided that I wanted to start with a puppy and not adopt. I know that its selfish cause there's so many dogs without homes, but I'm a stickler for not inheriting someone's problem. Although i hope someone inherits my problem....Max. Willow did however master sit yesterday...I'm very proud of her. hehe
So I taking a class, Aquatic Ecology, and my teacher, an avid protester for environmental issues, has been informing us about the political side of conservation and I can see what a dire situtaion we are in at the moment. I am quickly moving towards bacoming a democrat, and its all GW's fault. Im sure my dad would love that. But Im so pissed it ain't funny. I think I'm goign to start paying more attention to environmental news form now on.,............
Oh! and I get cake today.....:) |
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| 09:37am 08/02/2006 |
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Where's that bridge when you need it? |
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| 01:31pm 03/10/2005 |
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HA! I now own a washer and dryer. How cool am I! |
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| 02:55am 12/06/2005 |
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I fucking hate the world!!! GO FUCK YOURSELF WORLD!!
I don't need this shit. |
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| 09:18am 07/02/2005 |
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I'm so tired of fighting all the time. I hate the way I feel when I go to bed angry. School is stressing me out. My teacher didn't even get my paper I sent her in the email, fucking hell email system. Atleast she's not going to take any points off. Tomorrow I have a quiz in the field for Local Flora and I can't tell a motherfucking difference between any of the boring ass trees up here. Atleast in Panama all the trees looked different. FUCK!!! I'm so depressed. I hate feeling helpless. My rats won't even get better, I hope the culture tells us something so I can make them better. I hope I font find out today thtaq i failed my physics test. That might be the last straw. Atleast I can play with my new MP3 player. :( |
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| Happy Birthday Joe! |
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| 09:35am 24/01/2005 |
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Yesterday was Joe's birthday. He's finally 21, wee! now maybe i can order alcoholic drinks when hwe go out. I would like to try those colorful martini's i see everywhere.Even though yesterday was his birthday he still had to go to work. I really feeling like torching that place. he has to work every Sunday and that pisses me off. I wish he'd find a job where he would get good experience and only work during the week. Not to mention make a crap load more money. I really want to start saving money to go to Costa Rica this summer as well as be abel to get married at the end of the year and get our own place. Im tired of being poor. :( |
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| 06:31pm 20/01/2005 |
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mood:  cheerful music: fish tanks bubbling in the background
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So I get home last night and the pet store calls and says they have a rat they want me to come look at. I wa all excited as I drove there. I got there and take a look at this cute little rat. And he's a siamese, very very cute. But as luck would have it he was also very sick. He had a bad cold and was weezing. This made me feel bad because i wouldnt be able to take him home :(. So I went to Petsmart instead and as luck would have it they had a pretty hooded blue rat. Very sweet and cuddles alot, so i decided that he looked very healthy and took him home. Im still quaratining him for a week and a half but I'm pretty sure he's ok. Titus is going to be so excited.
So it snowed yesterday while i was at school. There were over a hundred accidents and it took me three hours to get home. Why everyone panicked over 1 inch of snow i have no idea. It was all gone today. But we're supposed to get about 2 inches tonight. Woo hoo! maybe no school tomorrow :). |
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| 09:24am 19/01/2005 |
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So here I am waiting for my next class at the computer lab in my Physics building..yuck. I have actually already completed my introduction paragraph for my profile on my research community assignment for my Eng class. You may think I'm a nerd but atleast tonight I won't spend the rest of the evening doing homework. Even though this class seems like it's going to be a lot of bitch work I am really enjoying it because the teacher gets there, gets straight to the point and we get out in no time. I am psyched about learning how to write research proposals. That'll come in handy later.
I have to go to work today which basically just means getting there, setting up all my reactions and sitting on my ass for hours. How great is that! Maybe I'll even finish my Physics homework for
Friday. I really do have to do research for my Eng project though. I need to get info about research funding and shit.
I cant wait to go home and see if the pet store called about a rat I ordered. Titus needs a buddy. I'm going to name him Tycho :). Joe thinks its a good name. But doesnt like my rats very much. poo on him. |
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| 05:33pm 20/01/2004 |
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I realized today just how lucky I am to have a incredible man in my life. Just talking to others about relationships and stuff and I came to realized that everything that might have been bad was never really that bad. I understand that every relationship has to hit its rought spots because if you don't nothing gets resolved or fixed.
So soon is Joe's birthday and I want everybody that remembers to wish him a good one. He's going to be 20 and will no longer be a teenager. We bought a gameboy advance sp for our birthdays because even though he says it was for me I can tell he had a ulterior motive..... School seems to be going ok...I like most my classes. I cant wait to start shooting in archery. Work is even better..im getting to help kathy with her research and thats good because it involves genetics of euchanasia. Perhaps I will learn to extract DNA...YAY! I am the senior student working there now...and I think i've earned that status.
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| 12:51pm 07/01/2004 |
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So the break is pretty much over for me because when Joe goes back I pretty much go back too..back to work that is. This x-mas was pretty great..I have to say. It started out sucking because I wanted to give Joe something that would kinda seal the deal between us. YOu know, proclaim what we already know, that we will get married. So I went to get him a ring. He said that he didnt want it and a mess ensued. But it got fixed and now we both have our rings and wear them everyday. Im very happy about that.
Also, i got a ton of stuff form his grandmother. She is so great to me and i feel so bad and embarrassed,..but at the same time I'm so happy to have someone like her in my life. Today I went back to work finally, got my paycheck...which is always great. I'm looking forward to next semester...basically just glad to be starting new classes and not taking stuff like math ..which im finally done with.
A pleasent surprise for me today is that i dont have to work this weekend.
Everything is good right now. Max and Kiko are healthy and happy..the dogs are behaving and my man loves me....what else could I ask for... |
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| 09:13pm 22/12/2003 |
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Last night we went to Matt's x-mas party, as with every year. People were there that made me uncomfortable. People that make me feel bad about myself....everyone always seems to look better than I do. Like when we went to our highg school reunion in Florida...everybody looked great and I really was just embarrassed to be there because I've really let myself go this last past year. I've gained weight and shit. Gosh, I hate the way I look. WE dont have any food here to eat and I'm still fat. Joe tries to make me feel better and I know that he's still attracted to me but I dont like the way Ilook and therefore am not going to be happy.
Other than that, the party was actually fun. I got to watch joe drink many shots of liquor and get increasingly silly as the evening played out. Thats always fun. :) Next time it's my turn. I didn't drink last night because I was feeling sick from the antibiotics and ended up throwing up before the party. Yay...that was fun.
It's cool that its x-maws break but there's never anythign to fucking do. Atleast nothing that isn't interesting or that I've done before waaaay too many times.
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| 09:17pm 18/12/2003 |
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How can something so that seems so perfect turn into something so wrong? hmmm? I will never understand how something that is supposed to cause happiness cause anger and hurt. This is so unfair. |
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| 02:44pm 17/12/2003 |
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I don't think I hate anything more than the flu. I have had this stupid thing for two and a half weeks and the fucking thing won't go away. I went to the doctor today and he was bothered that I waited this long to see him. It's ok though, he gave me some antibiotics so I'll get better soon I'm sure.
WE went today to sell Joe's books back and got some money and some x-mas gifts for his mom and dad. And now atleast I know there's some money. Max is showing joe who's the man in the house. Max squeaks and Joe squeaks back. Pretty clear who it is. TOday we're going to see Lord of the RIngs. Finally, the last one. I hope it's as good as the rest of them. Not like the matrix, which to me had a dissapointing ending. Don't get me wrong, the movie was good but it wasnt what i wanted for it. I hate when people are like "you dont get it". I GET IT JUST FINE!!
It just wasnt what I wanted. I'm aloud to have my own fucking opinion. And I thought the ending sucked.
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Oh..I also got a haircut..:) |
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| 11:19pm 16/12/2003 |
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Finals as well as fall semester is finally over with. And I got a C- in Organic chem. Hell yeah! sounds weak but I can say I have not gotten a D yet and I hope to never see one in my transcript. I can now sigh with relief. Witner break is here and there isn't any homework to worry about. I still feel like there's something I should be doing...perhaps studying for a test or doing a webassign.
Updating on what the hell is the deal with me...everything's great as hell. I love my man and he loves me back. What else can a girl ask for. Work is better although if I find somethign better I'm outta there in a heartbeat. I hope christmas actually feels like christmas this year, although it doesn't as of yet. It makes me feel bad that i dont even notice x-mas as it goes by. It used be what I looked forward to when I was a kid. Now it's just a much needed break from school, work and life in general.
DOnt have any plans for this winter 'cept watch Lord of the Rings. Perhaps a party at Matt's although I'm still not sure about that yet. All there's going to be is people that dont like or people that really would rather not see me. Maybe I'll go for the cocktails :).
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| 11:20am 29/04/2003 |
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So yeah, I decided to go ahead and keep this thing since my boyfriend decided to get one and i thought it only fair. So it's been a long time, very long time and there have been lots of changes in my life. Only for the better I'm happy so say. My ex dumped me last year not long after the last update and I started dating the person I wanted to be dating to begin with. Its all good I think. So now Im sitting here wishing I waws home with him and not waiting for my spanish class so I can give my presentation, which I of course love doing. (heavy sarcasm) This is my last week of class and I look forward to the summer. I'll be working almost full time between two jobs but the important thing is that I won't have homework! Maybe my stress level will decrease as well as my irritability. Been having a hard time with that lately because Im trying to do too many things at one time. I need a break and thankfully one is coming. I have high hopes for nx semester, i need to get better grades. Classes just seem to keep getting harder and harder and there's more and more work. I get distracted very easily now and well I'm skipping more which i thought I would never do. I dont feel that bad about it but I do want to de better. anywho not really anythign to say right now. I should be working on my presentation. ;(. |
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| 12:44pm 12/08/2002 |
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Well here's another boring day going by as slowly as humanly possible and of course I have nothing to do except sulk and wonder what the heck I'm doing here. I don't feel that I'm contributing anything to anything anymore. I show up for work work my ass off and for what. Nobody cares what I do here and if they did they don't let me know. Right now all i want is out. I cant wait for school to start that way i'll have sometihng to work for and feel good about. My stomach hurts but what else is new. *snores* |
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| 11:36pm 23/07/2002 |
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I like this pic better.......sorry nell...stole it from ya.....but ya know ya weren't' using it anymore. |
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| 09:59pm 21/03/2002 |
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So I'd been feeling pretty crappy since i woke up this morning. I've been feeling extremely stressed these last few days even though there isn't anything life threatening happening. I went to class and stuff. The day seemed to crag itself out more than usual. I didnt even want to pick up my feet but I did. So anyways, around 230 I noticed that it was actually turning out to be a pretty day in contrast to the rainy morning that I had woken up to. So I decided to sit out in the sun and listen to music that always makes me feel relaxed and happy. I found the rest of the day so easy to finish even though this morning it felt like I wouldnt even survive the day. So now I'm sitting here just chillin' and dl music. I'm not even worried about my eng midterm tomorrow...... |
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